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May. 1st, 2008 07:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mikailborgWe all know of 24-hour viruses. I wonder if it's possible to have a 24-hour mental illness?
Yesterday, I was a festering ball of rage and frustration, unable to calm myself with any of my psyche tricks, and certainly unfit for company. Why Starr put up with me I don't know, but she did a lovely job of soothing me over the course of the evening, and by 10 or 11 or so I was able to talk politely and slip off to sleep like a normal person.
I don't want to do that one again anytime soon. Not just for anyone else's benefit, but for my own as well. I did not enjoy that.
Yesterday, I was a festering ball of rage and frustration, unable to calm myself with any of my psyche tricks, and certainly unfit for company. Why Starr put up with me I don't know, but she did a lovely job of soothing me over the course of the evening, and by 10 or 11 or so I was able to talk politely and slip off to sleep like a normal person.
I don't want to do that one again anytime soon. Not just for anyone else's benefit, but for my own as well. I did not enjoy that.
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Date: 2008-05-01 12:36 pm (UTC)Mind you, I'm no treat either, and when I'm feeling like that I have to pick a fight over something trivial, with somebody, anybody. You may have seen the results of that over on Fred's blog a time or two.