Crawling From the Covers

[mikailborg]

Woke up this morning feeling old, tired, and defeated (and obviously quite sorry for myself).

Happily, that cloud has receded and I'm feeling almost human now. And I haven't even had any caffeine yet today!

On the other hand, that means now I have to face the lengthy list of things I have to do today for work, home, and the upcoming con. But at least now I can look them all in the eye and feel a bit confident. That's really the biggest part of my efforts to retrain myself over the last year or so... replacing "I can't do this" with "let's give it a try".

I was practically manic at the beginning of this week. I like the feeling, because in that mode I figure I can do absolutely anything, and I indeed tend to get a few thigns accomplished. The only downside is the slew of unwise decisions I start making until I crash out of it, or someone points out reality to me.

Really, a middle road would work much better. I need the set of Google Maps for my psyche. (Hmm... "Here there be dragons?")

Comments

[torn757.livejournal.com]

Don't forget to let some of us know when you're presenting on Friday! ;p

[snidegrrl.livejournal.com]

Excellent. I need to catch some of this attitude when I get home at night and just want to ignore my list and bury myself in WoW.

[ptownhiker.livejournal.com]

Well, my short term goal is to set up a snack and wine spread in our hotel room. Now that my work week is over, I get to focus on the better things in life.

make sure you stop by.