Pushing words through the mush in my skull

[mikailborg]

I mentioned in a Friends-locked entry a few days ago that my father passed away over the weekend. I locked it because I didn't know almost anything about the situation at the time, and because I wasn't quite ready to share publically before I talked to all the family. They all know now, and I know more about the circumstances. There's no need to share much besides the facts that it was apparently natural and quick.

I'm kind of a mess right now, though I don't think you'd know to look at me. I haven't been sobbing or screaming or clawing at the walls, but I've been pretty depressed all week, and I've had fever-like symptoms off and on every day. My appetite's been weird too. I'm hoping that the reception and service Thursday and Friday will help clear my psyche.

Perfect time to be making a four hour drive each way, huh? Luckily, I can do that completely on autopilot.

Lots of people offered support both online and off. All I can say is that you folks are wonderful. I am absolutely blessed to have so many excellent people offering me their thoughts and prayers... that's helped more than you can imagine.

Rambling a bit today, and I know it, but well, I need to ramble.

Comments

[pathia.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I somehow missed that one, my condolences.

Fathers

[(Anonymous)]

Michael,
I am so sorry to hear that your Father died.
Please be very careful while driving, and
remember to eat at least once a day.
I don't know much about your Dad, but he
made you, so he must have been a good and
interesting person.
Take care.
Sara-Bell
P.S. Yes, your life is now changed forever